The pressure keeps building
pressure to do more
pressure to say more
pressure to read more
pressure to pray more
pressure to love more
it keeps building...
My desires keep building
desire to sit with you more
desire to see her again
desire to be with You, face-to-face
desire to be ANYWHERE BUT HERE
desire to be home again
i just keep desiring...
Satan keeps me believing his lies
You aren't doing enough
You aren't smart enough
You can't help them enough
You aren't ENOUGH
It doesn't stop there...
You'll never cut it
You'll never do anything but fail
You'll never be good enough
You'll never be smart enough
it just keeps building...
And I know these are lies.
I've heard them so many times,
I have them memorized.
When will it stop building?
and I know Who is the Truth.
and I know, "I make all things new"
I don't feel so new right now.
I feel tired and worn down.
I read through this, I know...
It doesn't show my joy.
I have joy, I have peace.
It's just hiding somewhere
beneath the build up.
